Done

[blueartemis07]

I'm done. I'm so done. Managed to get ghosted twice this week. It is amazing. And so, the apps are now done, the accounts disabled. I may try again one day or I may not. It isn't worth it. I worked very hard to gain my independence... maybe this is a sign from the universe.

What I want to say it is is very self-pitying, so I won't, but boy am I feeling it right now.

I did get my nails done. That was the me thing this week.

Comments

[astrothsknot]

You'll just have to meet someone the traditional way, take a class or something.

[blueartemis07]

I realized today why the whole "take a class" thing bothers me... that was my whole childhood. My mother ruined things. I might do a one day thing, but not a series of classes. All I did when I was a kid was classes. School during the day, and then, ballet, gymnastics, folklorico dancing, swimming. Yeah. And then there was softball and I never got a chance to just sit.